Questions kept pouring on me. There is no 'if' in life. the events that had occurred exist. Life has no safe point where you can restart from the last checkpoint you want. It just goes on. Blow that has been dealt will leave a scar that no medicine can heal it. Regrets come by when you realize everything make sense from all the bits and pieces from past events being pieced up together.

Noticed the change in you, but you didn't feel that you have changed. It's because only the other party who felt the changes in you knows it themselves. They become frustrated. They become pissed. Because what it had used to be, was gone like the wind. They want to say out. They want to voice out. But they were being denied. By the time of realization of the reason of the change, it was too late. Agony struck as one knows the cause of this infliction. Oneself. Time cannot be reversed.

You didn't confessed in the past. Because you were a coward. While others pluck up the courage to do so from being forced into a corner, a flat rejection given. Denial was the last to be ever heard. Things will never be the same again.

Life goes on, Strong front to let others assume one is fine. Having the thought that one is the source of the situation will one carry the pain through life. Time will heal they say. Time is all you need they say. We shall see how incredible this so called time they claim to be able to heal anything.