Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Currently lost
Living on a life, struggling
Hopes to have everything back to e way they should be

DESIRESY
Freedom
Average Life
Graduate peacefully

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Claire. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.

ARCHIVES;

November 2009 January 2010 December 2010 January 2011 June 2011 March 2015

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Saturday, March 14, 2015
10:19

Fine as it seemed. Little by little changes hits in. I have lost myself. Why get impacted so hard? Why affected by it so much? To the point I cannot answer them. To go back the way it was, I can't find the way. Desire for sleep, to go into a place where I don't have to think about it. Waking up was a torture. Because I know, the you in the past who liked me, was not strong. Thus it can diffuse without warning and its not hurtful. My like, was far too much. Too much that it affects myself to the point, I have lost myself. Everything seemed unfamiliar. Seemed distant. You said love doesn't have to be in possess of something. But what do you know. You had your memories with your ex. You shared the wonderful times you had with her. I could only listen. And suppress on my feelings. I, do not have that kind of experience. This regret, tainted my heart. It went cold. Unable to beat like how it used to.

Regrets after regrets. Should have lied. Should have suppressed. Should have acted stupid. Should have acted as if nothing was going on.

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 8, 2015
17:46

Questions kept pouring on me. There is no 'if' in life. the events that had occurred exist. Life has no safe point where you can restart from the last checkpoint you want. It just goes on. Blow that has been dealt will leave a scar that no medicine can heal it. Regrets come by when you realize everything make sense from all the bits and pieces from past events being pieced up together.

Noticed the change in you, but you didn't feel that you have changed. It's because only the other party who felt the changes in you knows it themselves. They become frustrated. They become pissed. Because what it had used to be, was gone like the wind. They want to say out. They want to voice out. But they were being denied. By the time of realization of the reason of the change, it was too late. Agony struck as one knows the cause of this infliction. Oneself. Time cannot be reversed.

You didn't confessed in the past. Because you were a coward. While others pluck up the courage to do so from being forced into a corner, a flat rejection given. Denial was the last to be ever heard. Things will never be the same again.

Life goes on, Strong front to let others assume one is fine. Having the thought that one is the source of the situation will one carry the pain through life. Time will heal they say. Time is all you need they say. We shall see how incredible this so called time they claim to be able to heal anything.

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 4, 2015
00:14

Wow, can't believe I actually retrieved back this blog after so many years (around 4).

Time flies, things changed, people come, people go. Looking back from the posts memories flood back in. Though those are memorable and missing those times back then, the memories will always be cherished in my heart, to have the current me right now. Along the way in life, many things happen. And these are the events that can actually trigger bit by bit changes in each of us, changing and molding us into a better person. Downfalls happens. Mistakes made. But these are the things that makes people stronger than who they are before. Still staying strong after what happened a week ago. The smile will cover all traces of heart ache and lost soul.

-Will it ever heal-

Will you ever notice me...