another sunday has come.. time sure flies without waiting for anyone.. with a blink of eye 10 weeks of my attachment has gone. i can still rmb e blur me on e 1st day of work when i enter e lab.. without any clue wad is gg on but just follow instructions given to me. come to realise i have yet get e purpose of my project ==ll need to brush up n read up more..

thinking on e bright side left 10 more weeks plus 1 or 2 more weeks for project presentation n submission of reports n im free from stress till my results r out. still in dilemma whether i shld go on further my studies in sg (cuz my parents wouldnt allow me to further my studies overseas ==ll) or shld i start working.. even if i start working i dun think i can take up e job tat i have always dreamed of, as a zoologist n at e same time to work under animal conservation association or as an animal caretaker, be it to work in e zoo or e SPCA. but my dad objected wad i wanted to do as a living cuz he said 'no future' -.- i dun really mid if he does not support me but he does not give me e freedom to choose wad i want. i feel like im being controlled by him.. unable to break free from e binding chain... trapped n lost..

-facing reality-