> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Saturday, November 28, 2009~~

22:41

today nv went to visit ah ma. stayed at home sot in front of com n psp. ok la nv rot cuz i enjoyed e game anyway =x my bro today siao liao chiong maple so fast =.= within 2 hrs lvl up from 37-45 crazy sia.. i nv train so fast so far n he can lvl so fast omg.

been reading manga n playing psp games/audi/maple for e whole afternoon. now pia-ing MP workbook x.x play until totally forgot abt it.

-enjoying long weekend-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 25, 2009~~

20:51

lols its since almost a week i last blogged. nth much happened recently. just tat i got burnt by some stupid steam from e autoclave two days ago ==ll now not pain le but e mark getting more chao da ~.~ looks like a big orbaka.

nowadays e company's canteen de food very early already out of stock.. its only 12.30pm nia no more food -.- have is have but e leftovers... eww nth to say.. cold+not nice lol.. n its not worth for e price to pay for e food.

tis week is 4 day week shiok got long weekend. can use e time to update my MP workbook still got 2 months worth de experiments haven update ~.~ everyday come home super tired drop straight on bed after dinner. cham ar sure gain weight x.x already gained 2kg since started my SIP..

tis week is week 11 for SIP 8 more weeks to go to e end of SIP!! *countdown*
faster faster end i want to rest~

-half asleep-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 18, 2009~~

21:28

great just great ytd e incident just happen only today got a new project from my supervisor.. now have to juggle with 2 projects simultaneously ==ll plus its not e project tat he told me when i 1st came in e lab its a totally new project tat i din even include inside my proposal -.- haiz tat means i have to redo my intro n lit review... SIAN AR!!!

still at 3rd of of MP for my workbook.. 2 months n 16 days - weekends n public holiday worth of experiments to be updated ==ll argh feel like banging e wall...

-tired-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, November 17, 2009~~

20:36

ok gotta say its being a very bad day.. chaos in e lab because of some stupid act smart ppl who dun want admit their mistakes n made everyone in e lab irritated. si bei pissed off -.-

today is already e most busiest day n yet even more work was piled up to me.. only get a half an hr break for e whole working day.. almost worked OT n leave at 6.30pm instead of 5.30pm ==ll if it werent with e help of my friends or my mentor today i might take e last bus which is at 8pm from my company n reach home at 10 =.=ll nth can express my frustration in e lab just now. just cuz i finished my work a little late 'someone' came talking to me wad i have beed doing.. i tried telling him e reasons behind but i dun think he get wad im saying n 'lecture' me.. idk but im getting more stress n pressure after working alone from 'someone'.. brokedown at lab today after tat incident.. y im not strong enough to hold back my tears.. felt so dumb...

-breakdown frustration-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, November 16, 2009~~

21:56

haiz work work work.. getting more n more stress.. *white hair+wrinkles* argh F5 cant wait for tis stress to be over with a nice holiday waiting for me. im kinda working aimlessly..

not knowing y my exp results getting worse n worse. trying to figure out a reasonable explanation out of my head ~.~ wad could be e reason?! *flip table* hen fan nao ar! keep redo-ing but dk y keep getting bad results.. all pre-cautions i have already taken.. wad could be wrong with my exp. wad i did/shld not do tat had caused tis to happen argh... tian ar gao shu wo~

these few days freaking cold sia ~.~ dunno is it tat im gg to be sick again or wad. everyday bathe use power III heater oso feel cold ==ll now my feets and palm r freezing cold.. *shivers* haiz.. tml comes e busiest day of e week again. to add on thu becomes my 2nd busiest day of e week. work throughout e day ~.~

-stressed out-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, November 15, 2009~~

22:22

another sunday has come.. time sure flies without waiting for anyone.. with a blink of eye 10 weeks of my attachment has gone. i can still rmb e blur me on e 1st day of work when i enter e lab.. without any clue wad is gg on but just follow instructions given to me. come to realise i have yet get e purpose of my project ==ll need to brush up n read up more..

thinking on e bright side left 10 more weeks plus 1 or 2 more weeks for project presentation n submission of reports n im free from stress till my results r out. still in dilemma whether i shld go on further my studies in sg (cuz my parents wouldnt allow me to further my studies overseas ==ll) or shld i start working.. even if i start working i dun think i can take up e job tat i have always dreamed of, as a zoologist n at e same time to work under animal conservation association or as an animal caretaker, be it to work in e zoo or e SPCA. but my dad objected wad i wanted to do as a living cuz he said 'no future' -.- i dun really mid if he does not support me but he does not give me e freedom to choose wad i want. i feel like im being controlled by him.. unable to break free from e binding chain... trapped n lost..

-facing reality-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, November 12, 2009~~

20:18

busy busy today.. not enough BSC slot cuz when i wanted to book all slots taken up so quickly >< haiz suan le i think next week oso not enough BSC slots.. today thu nia they start booking liaos den i din noe till my friend told me ~.~ went there almost all slots taken... sian -.-

after finishing work whole body start to ache like siao. lightly touch nia jiu can fell e sensation... wth... some more tml is fri e 13 =.= sure got sway things gonna happen to me.. wad matters is wad will happen to me.

-oww-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, November 10, 2009~~

19:18

morning called supervisor to inform him tat i will be gg work late cuz i want to apply my cream n take my medicine b4 i go for work or else very ma fan if i apply over there. instead he let me rest at home o.o rested at home n e itch got better. tried calling LO alot of times but he nv ans my call. guess have to inform him tat i nv report for work thru email den.

nightmare exp. from ytd ==ll really very scared of it gg to happen again.. i may really die from itchiness from tat arthritis -.-

nth much today.. just went online to play games, played my psp n read my manga. gg to finish writing my sip logbook cuz tis sat need to show LO =.= n i just realised i forgot to summit my timesheet along with my proposal zomg

suan le ~.~ i'll summit it with e hardcopy of my proposal.. hope he nv deduct my marks for e time sheet *prays with all my heart* haiz... now need to worry abt my exp. results all pretty bad.. dunno how m i gg to write for my final report n put on my poster for presentation.. scared of presentation sia.. ltr e evaluator ask me qns tat i cant ans den my marks sure gg liao.

tml work again haiz~~ hope i dun do anything stupid again till i got my allergic reactions back lols..

-resting-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, November 9, 2009~~

17:57

omg today another sway day.. nth to say

everything was as per normal but after lunch when i was washing a bottle containing 'lysis buffer', some of it splashed onto my face while i was scrubbing it. den after washing it my face got abit of itch. i tot was my hair tickling me. but not even 5 mins my face starts to have swells tat looks like mosquito bites. ITCHY!!! my whole face swells like i just got stung by mosquito. my friend ask me go wash face den after washing it gets even more itchy and more parts of my face begun to swell. nightmare sia when i see e mirror. den so itchy feel like scratching but cannot touch my face..

went to e doc straight n he told me i got some kind of arthritis (sensitive skin). applied e cream le.. still itch though.. haiz... itchy~~ i want to scratch !@!$@#! but cannot ltr got scar ~.~ haiz suan le endure it for e day n see tml how.

-scratching-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, November 8, 2009~~

14:42

Hani's rabbit (ouran high)

funny

find haruhi's weakpoint game

lol she's practically not afraid of anything except for one thing-thunder

twin's fight

*throw n throw*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, November 6, 2009~~

23:40

omg today has got to be e most sway-est day ever.. so many sway things happened to me today ~.~

early in e morning almost forgot to alight at outram park station.. den at work keep doing wrong things.. after lunch got slammed by e door (accident) on my toes den just right before work end i knocked hard against a box in e cold room ==ll got so many injuries n my lower arms got 2 or ba ka dk when n how it pops out..

i tot after work end can slack at home b4 i go for my piano lesson but who noes jurong island got traffic accident den stuck inside there for an hr =.= e jam was worse den PIE or CTE traffic jams. sadly e driver died.. quite a bad crash.. saw them removing e dead body. i din realise got blood stains on e white cloth until my friend told me.

-treasure life n live it to e fullest cuz u might not noe wad will happen e next day-

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, November 5, 2009~~

22:01

haiz today nth much at work. just wash wash and wash waste ~.~ smelly @_@

n there's really smth wrong with my results for my experiment omg... i hope no need redo wo bu yao redo~~

omg im getting more n more addicted to diner dash ><

*tired n sleepy+chiong proposal*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 4, 2009~~

20:45

1st time using personal blog lols.. dun really noe how to start. anyways today's life at work is quite ok except for e amount of washing that i have done lols. come to think of it i think i have washed close to 100 glasswares ~.~ n sian ar my HPLC results like got prob again omg... most likely need to redo e whole experiment -.- now chionging proposal which is due tis fri oh my tian time no enough >< *continues to burn midnight oil*

Will you ever notice me...